Depression Explanation

For those of you who don't know how to depression really works, allow me to educate you. It's not a constant sadness. At least, not at first. It's little times when you feel basically nothing but sadness. You feel empty. Hollow. It's really different for each person. For me, I can know and comprehend that people around me care for me. But I can't make myself feel anything for them during that time. All I feel is loneliness. Sadness. Like I could disappear off the face of the earth and no one would notice. Other times, I feel like I'm on top of the world. Like I could do anything. Over all, I don't know what to do.
                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl