Depressed And Retreat

Today's not been my day. I've been sick all day, and depressed near the end. I wanted to talk to my best friend, since she goes to a different school now and we haven't gotten to talk much. But I've been so stuffed up, I didn't want to call her until I felt better. But nothing seems to help with that, so I think I'll call her tomorrow. I'm tired, sore, sick, depressed. It's just bad. And I'm going on a retreat I don't really want to be on anymore on Tuesday. I have to go, but I'm worried. I hate people seeing me cry and I tend to do that when I have to share about my life. It's personal and, whether it hurts or not, I have a tendency to cry. I hate it, but it happens. Wish me luck.
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