Bad Weekend

This weekend's been rough for me. I've been depressed for a good deal of it and just slept. I didn't want to do anything. Saturday was closing night and today's just been awful. I teared up, I was tapped on the face, I was in a bad mood. I just wanted nothing to do with anyone. I wanted to go into the bathroom and cry. I didn't even answer my younger cousins. I eventually interacted with them, just so they wouldn't worry I didn't like them. I love them, but I didn't want anything to do with anyone. My stepmother scolded me over nothing, she was commenting on how she didn't get a schedule for play rehearsals from me, and she degraded me all night. Everyone's been talking over me and ignoring me and I just felt like I could disappear and all they'd talk about was my mistakes. So I think for Lent, what I'm going to do is try to discover myself and write a letter each day to see how I progress over each day. We'll see. 
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