Suicidal People Aren't Selfish

I don't think people really realize what depression is and how it feels. They don't realize how it really is. I've listened to someone tell me how selfish suicidal people are. How all they think about is how I'm sad and I want to die. How they don't think about everyone they're leaving behind and how it will effect them. I listened to the guy say "I get it's a mental illness. I get that. But I will never forgive him for taking his life." Well I've been in the position of the suicidal person. I'm still in that position. And I can tell you that everything he said triggered me and was wrong. Because I can't tell you how many times I've thought of the people I'll be leaving behind. How it will effect them. I wanted to slap him and go kill myself. People don't understand and they need to realize that.
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