Fears of the Dentist

So my mouth hurts and I really don't want to go to the dentist. I have a feeling my dad will want to take us over this weekend, since it's his weekend. I'm afraid I'll have more cavities and she'll continue to talk down to me and make me feel bad. I really am trying my best and I hate the way she makes me feel. I'm also afraid that I may need my wisdom teeth out. I'm not really worried about the pain, though I'm sure it would be awful afterwards. I'm just worried about what I'd say while I was still coming off the gas. I don't want to give away anything. None of my family or friends know about my blog or my rp email, and I don't want to give that away. I also don't want to end up telling my dad's side of the family how I feel about them. And I haven't told my dad about being pansexual yet. There's so many things I don't tell them and I don't want them finding out while I don't know what I'm saying. 
                                                                  ~The Blogging Fangirl