Small Steps

I've had a conversation over text with my mom about my depression. I told her everything. She knows how I've been feeling. After I told her what was going on and we talked, I felt a lot better. Obviously it didn't magically cure my depression. But we're taking small steps in the right direction. We're going to look into therapy. I told her that talking alone wasn't going to fix this. But it is a step in the right direction. Hopefully I'll end up on antidepressants soon and can start to get better. But right now, I'm starting to feel worse again. I feel like I'm about to shut down. I'm getting closer to feeling suicidal again.
                                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl