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Saturday, December 12, 2015

Time to Heal

My boyfriend and I decided to take a break. Not a break up. Just a break. He needs some time to get his mental health stable again. We both have depression and I know how hard it can be to balance a relationship and mental health disorder. I tried to do it with my ex and I failed. My depression was at the all time low and my ex was putting pressure on me to pay attention to them. I couldn't give both things my full attention and my relationship suffered, even though it would've crumbled after a little while anyway. I didn't really like them all that much. I'm not sure why I said yes when they asked me out. I think I was just amazed that someone would want me. But now I have someone that I really want to be with and can envision the rest of my life with, even though we're technically still in the honeymoon phase of the relationship. I'll give him anything he wants, really. As long as it doesn't hurt anyone. He needs time and space to get better and I'm willing to give him that. I want him to be okay, so he can take all the time he needs. Our relationship is still intact and we'll still be together after this. He just needs time to heal.
                                                                 ~The Blogging Fangirl

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