Want to Help

I hate not knowing how to help. My boyfriend has a few mental disorders that tend to put stress on him. But by not telling me, it stresses me out too. I want to be there for him. I want to help. But I can't if I don't know. He keeps trying to protect me and make sure I'm safe and healthy and happy. But I can't do the same for him and it worries me a lot. I don't ever want to lose him and I worry that I might sometimes because I don't know when he's feeling awful. I want to know. I want to help.....
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