I'm Okay

                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Relapse

                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Want to Help

I hate not knowing how to help. My boyfriend has a few mental disorders that tend to put stress on him. But by not telling me, it stresses me out too. I want to be there for him. I want to help. But I can't if I don't know. He keeps trying to protect me and make sure I'm safe and healthy and happy. But I can't do the same for him and it worries me a lot. I don't ever want to lose him and I worry that I might sometimes because I don't know when he's feeling awful. I want to know. I want to help.....
                                                                        ~The Blogging Fangirl

Christmas Wishlist Done

I finally got my Christmas wishlist together so that I can give it to people so they know what to get me. I still have to split it up so I can give each person their individual list though. I can't give everyone the same list or I could end up with doubles of some things. So I split it up every year for my mom and stepdad, dad and stepmother, grandma, nana and pop, and step-grandparents. 
                                                                 ~The Blogging Fangirl

Art Dragon

NOT MY ART! SOURCE ON THE OUTCASTS FACEBOOK PAGE!

                                                   ~The Blogging Fangirl

Long Distance Video Chat

Sorry I haven't been very active lately! I've been busy with school and extracurriculars. Last night I was video chatting with my long distance boyfriend for the first time. We talked for two hours and I didn't even notice. I've never met anyone that I've meshed with so well so early on. He's great, really. He's cute and funny and we have really similar personalities, so we're a good fit with one another. We do have some differences, so it's not like we have to do everything together or anything. We're separate at times and we can do our own things. But it's nice to have a lot in common and still be able to share new things with one another.
                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Dumped Again

I hate myself. I was dating someone else after my ex dumped me and I thought it was going so well. But apparently I was wrong. The guy I was dating decided he didn't want a long distance relationship and dumped me. I feel like garbage. To make things worse, my mom pissed me off and my stepdad decided to tease me right after that. My depression is back full force now and I'm ready to die.
                                                                        ~The Blogging Fangirl

Busy

Sorry I haven't updated lately. I've been incredibly busy and stressed lately. I've had to figure out my life and try to get things done in enough time. I probably failed my test today because I was so busy with other things, but I'll be all right.

                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Wedding (Theology) Project

                                                                      ~The Blogging Fangirl

Cat Pee

                                                              ~The Blogging Fangirl

Gifts, Love, and Dating

                                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl

Dating Again

                                                                  ~The Blogging Fangirl

Period Time Yet Again

                                                            ~The Blogging Fangirl

Leave a Legacy

                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Putting Together a Powerpoint

                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Wish Me Luck

Sorry I didn't update yesterday. I had to be at rehearsal until 9:30 pm. And I had a show tonight, which is why I wasn't able to update until right now. I'm really exhausted, but the night went fairly well. I just hope tomorrow goes as well, if not better. I have volunteering in the morning, then a show, lunch, another show, then home.
                                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl

Tech Week Hell

                                                               ~The Blogging Fangirl

Tired and Hungry

                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl

Post-Break Up

I feel awful today. I got dumped on Sunday, so my depression has been acting up more than usual. My girlfriend mentioned breaking up before, but we put it off and thought we could work it out. I've been swamped with things to do, so I haven't been able to give her the attention she needed. And when something made me want to cry, I shut down so I wouldn't cry in front of her. But that's just the type of person that I am and I doubt that will change. But there's someone else that she's in love with now and she left me for them. Not only that, but the girl she's leaving me for is the one who sent me the message to break up. We were in a group chat. I wished them the best and agreed to all be friends. I feel like shit though. I don't know why I ever thought this would all work out.
                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Tech Week is Starting

                                                                 ~The Blogging Fangirl