Today......

So we finally celebrated my grandma's birthday tonight, even though it was over the weekend. It was nice and filled with smiles and laughter. 

Something else that happened today: My girlfriend told me she was starting to feel like I don't love her. She has social anxiety and she's very, very introverted, not to mention depressed. She has no idea about the possibility that I may be bipolar. No one does. I don't want to worry them with my depression. I plan on getting myself tested when I'm older though. She said she always sees me smiling and she's always so upset and she feels like I don't notice. We talked and I did what I could to make her feel better. I'm starting to feel like she's wanting to break up though, which makes me want to cry. I want to do something to make it up to her, but all I can think of right now is how much I want to cut. I'm doing my best, but it's been hard. Wish me luck.
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