Spirit Week

Spirit week is this week at my school and I'm really hoping that I can bring my money in tomorrow and just get it over with. I don't want to have to deal with this any more. My mom told my aunts that I was too chicken to ask them for money, so she did it for me. I told her before then that I just didn't want to deal with people. I didn't tell her that I'm just feeling really depressed. I really feel like I'm depressed. And I was at a point where, when anyone approached me, I just felt like I wanted nothing to do with them. There were certain people that I felt I could talk to and I didn't mind them being around. But most people I just wanted to push away so I could be on my own. She apparently didn't understand this and it really irritated me and just seemed to make things even worse. I just feel awful when I think of it.
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