I feel amazing. I really have been smiling for the longest time. I came out to my mom last night and I've felt incredible ever since. I texted her at exactly midnight last night and she replied this morning. She told me she'd love me no matter what. And she supports my relationship with my girlfriend. It's someone she's known since we were younger, so she's not worried about much. Best of all, she didn't make a huge deal out of it when I got home from my dad's tonight. We talked like we always have and were just happy. And I honestly feel like a ton of weight has just been lifted from my chest now. All I've got to do now is tell my dad. Unfortunately, I don't think he'l be the same way. He'll want to talk and make sure I know exactly what being pansexual and dating a girl means. As if I don't already. I'm not a moron. I know what I am and what I'm doing. He'll make a big deal out of it next time he sees me too and want to talk about everything all over again. I don't want that. I want to tell them and be done. Maybe mention it time and again and not be afraid to show my girlfriend affection in front of them. Hopefully that'll be a reality soon.
~The Blogging Fangirl
~The Blogging Fangirl
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