Third Thanksgiving And Dark Moods

I actually had to be social today, which I rarely do myself. I had my third Thanksgiving meal. this one was with my mom's boyfriend's family. Yes, my parents are divorced. My dad is remarried, so I have two stepsisters and a stepbrother. My mom is dating. She's not rushing into anything so soon. Anyway, the meal was great. I got to have a wonderful ham, some mashed potatoes, green beans, and pepperoni. It was all delicious and now that I'm typing this, I'm getting hungry again and wishing I'd eaten more. It was all perfect though. I had two cans of Pepsi too, which was great. I was in one of my dark moods earlier, but it thankfully passed before we went. My dark moods are when I start to get self-destructive and suicidal thoughts. Sometimes murderous ones. But they're the moods that make me think about people and not care. The ones that would, by definition, make me a psychopath because I don't care about anyone. I don't feel anything then ad everything just seems so empty and pointless. Maybe you've felt this way sometimes. I feel it often. But it always seems to pass and I move on with my life. Sorry, didn't mean to bum you out or anything. Just needed to share it. So, I hope you've had a wonderful Thanksgiving, if you're celebrating it. Enjoy your family and friends.
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