Responsibility, Homework, School, Life, UGH!

I'm ready to go back to school, but at the same time I don't want to go back. There's a lot of things I miss and my school definitely feels like a second home to me. But I won't be able to do what I do at home. Plus, there's the homework. If I didn't have to do that, I think I'd be willing to go back. But that's not possible. I'm aware that I need to do homework and learn everything I can. I know that. Doesn't mean I have to like it. Besides that, there's the responsibility I have when I go to school and outside of school. I've found myself, especially today, thinking about how nice it would be to have the privileges of, say, a 21-year-old with the responsibilities of a 2-year-old. I feel like that would be the perfect mixture. I wouldn't have to worry about money, or college, or jobs, or anything. Everything would b taken care of for me. But I'd be able to drink, spend money, drive, and do various other things. I could be happy unconditionally and be able to do things like I listed before. But, again, it's not possible. Oh well. I'll have to make do with what I can do. I'm sure I can do something good with everything I've been given. I'll find a purpose and do my best to fulfill it. 

                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl