Here's A Fanfic

I wanted to share another fanfic with you all. Sorry, this will be a short post. The fanfic is called Performance in a Leading Role and it's Johnlock. I love it, even though I haven't finished it. Here's two links to it:

http://archiveofourown.org/works/225563/chapters/341590

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7709957/1/Performance-in-a-Leading-Role

And here's some fanart for it:

 

                                                                  ~The Blogging Fangirl

 

My Saturday

So far, my weekend has been wonderful. I've rp'ed for a good deal of it, but I've done other things as well. Mostly reading and cleaning. Yes, I cleaned. Every once in a while, I get the urge to move around and it manifests itself in a desire to clean. Cleaning keeps me moving and doing something, which is exactly what I need. My mom certainly doesn't mind it [ :) ]. I got the coffee pot ready for tomorrow, washed the dishes, cut back the ivy in the backyard, cleaned up the bathroom, and picked up the animal feces. I read Tale of Desperuax and watched some t.v. So I enjoyed my Saturday. I hope all of you did as well.

                                                              ~The Blogging Fangirl

Dad and Lake

So, apparently my opinion doesn't particularly matter. I mean, it does. But it doesn't at the same time. It's weird. See, when it comes to the lake, I've never wanted to go. I've always hated going, but never said anything. I always knew how it would turn out, so I never tried. This time, when my dad mentioned going, I told him I didn't want to. Everything went exactly as I expected. He said we could take a vote. We did. I was outvoted. We were going anyway. Exactly why I never said anything. I'd still be forced into going. Today, my stepsister mentioned my stepmother not wanting to go. So my dad changed his mind and decided that maybe we wouldn't go after all. Either way, I'm staying with my mom this weekend. I don't want to be at my dad's anyway, much less if we're going to the lake. Yeah, I realize I'm privileged to have all of this, but that doesn't mean I can't complain. I hate going to my dad's. I don't like him. I don't want to go to the lake either. I wish I could live with my mom all the time. But I can't. Shared custody. Yay! (Sarcasm)

                                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl

Lake Problems

So, my dad wants to go to the lake this weekend. I've never enjoyed going and I don't want to go this time. This time, I mentioned something. Everything went exactly as I expected. He said we'd take a vote, we did, I was outvoted. Which is exactly why I never mentioned not wanting to go before now. I knew this would happen. So, I'll just stay home. I'll work on my projects and things and enjoy some time at my mom's instead. She doesn't mind. I don't want to go to the lake and shouldn't have to. We'll see how things go.

                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Callbacks and Projects

I had callbacks today and I had a lot of fun. I was tired, but it was entertaining to play different characters on stage with my friends and fellow actors. Along with that, I had to finish my project for school. Yes, I actually managed to finish it! I worked on it today after callbacks and I'm really proud of it. I'm sure there's more that could be done to perfect it, but I have to turn it in tomorrow, so that's not really an option. It's finished now, I'm proud, and I'm hoping for a good grade. Along with that, the cast list should be up this Friday. I'm hoping it is because I'm eager to know which character I'll be cast as. Wish me luck!

                                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl

Project

I've got a project due for school in a couple of days and I'm super nervous about it. Really, it's nearly done except for a few minor details. I need to work on it a little more to iron out those few things, but other than that I think it looks good. I want to get a good grade and have everything I need to in it. It's due Thursday, so I still have some time to work on it. But I have callbacks tomorrow, so that'll take some of my time. I'll just have to ask my dad to bring me straight back to my mom's house again tomorrow so I can work on it. I just hope I can get it done in time and not need to worry about it anymore. If I can tonight, I'll work more on it. And yes, I realize I really should be working on it now instead of or while I'm typing this up. But I can't because my project isn't on this computer. I'll work on it as soon as I can.

                                                                  ~The Blogging Fangirl

Audition Results

Good news is, I survived my audition. I criticized myself the entire time, shook from nerves, and am entirely unsure if I sounded good or was loud. More good news, I got a callback! I can't wait to see what role I get. I'm not really looking forward to tech week and I'll have to figure out how to handle my school schedule and my rehearsal schedule, but I'll be all right. I can do homework during some of my rehearsals, when I'm not on stage. Everything will be fine and I'll keep my grades up. Can't wait to learn what role I have!

                                                                      ~The Blogging Fangirl

Nerves

Incredibly nervous today. I have a presentation tomorrow and an audition. Besides that, I'm still not ready to be back at school. I'm starting to get used to it, but I'm not quite there yet. Hopefully I'll get there sometime this week. Or maybe I won't get used to it until it's time for summer break again. We'll see. I do know that, nervous as I am for these auditions, I'm extremely excited to be a part of this cast and be performing again. I've missed it over the summer and I'm glad to be back.

                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl 

Love The Weekend

I am unbelievably glad that it's Friday. It's been such a long week and I'm looking forward to getting a couple of days to relax. Of course, I have things to work on. But I'll get to sleep in and do what I really love. I can rp and blog, read and write, watch t.v. I love weekends. I wish I had more time off, but I'll take whatever I can get. I hope you all enjoy your weekend as much as I'm hoping to enjoy mine.

                                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl

Nervousness and Tears

I hate presentations. I can do powerpoints or videos. I can present posters if I can stand at the back of the room, where no one's looking at me. But if I have to stand in front of everyone, knowing they're all watching me and listening to my every word, I get way too nervous. I cry giving speeches, or at least tear up. I don't know why I'm like this or why it inly really happens with speeches, but I hate it. I can't do much about it though. I have to give presentations. I just need to deal with it. It doesn't happen when I perform. I can get on stage and play my part without crying. But that's different. I'm not me on stage. It's my character. Besides, I can hardly see the audience when the stage lights are on. If I can't see them watching me, I'm not as nervous. Of course, I still get nervous before performing, but it's not as bad. I'll just have to figure it all out and deal with it.

                                                                   ~The Blogging Fangirl

Late Post, Crazy Life

Sorry for the missed post yesterday! I tried to write something up for you all last night, but my mobile wouldn't let me. Anyway, it's been crazy lately. I have auditions in a couple of days, which I'm super nervous about. On top of that, I have classwork to do and homework. I wish I were able to read fanfic, rp, and update my blog all the time, like I did over the summer. But I can't. So again, I'm super sorry for not posting yesterday. I'll still try to post as often as I can, but I can't promise that it'll still be every day. Thanks for understanding!

                                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl 

Keeping My Sanity

My mind keeps lying to me. All day, I've been thinking that it's Friday. And I know it's not, but I've been in my Friday mindset. It's been keeping me relaxed though, so I suppose that's one good point of it. However, I've also been stressed due to homework and various other things. I'm in my school's Anime Club and Drama Club, as well as in the drama productions. I've been doing my best to juggle it all and still have free time. So far, I've been doing well. I've gotten my homework done and all of my work turned in. I just hope that I can keep it up. Sometimes, people ask why I don't have a job. This is exactly why. It would be too much and I know it. I know how much I can handle and I don't want to add more things onto my plate that I can't take care of. So for now, I'll just handle what I already have.

                                                                      ~The Blogging Fangirl

Crazy Life

I feel like I'm going insane right now. Just trying to get back into the swing of things, figuring out my song for auditions, getting used to my new schedule and everything I have to do.....It's a lot to do right now and I'm trying to keep everything sorted so everything gets done and I don't mess anything up. I want to do my best at auditions and I need to get my work done for school. I'm doing the best I can, but it still feels like I'm insane to try to keep all of this under control. But at least I don't have a job or anything else to distract me from this. I have things I enjoy doing that I can do to take a break, but there's nothing else I need to schedule in other than school work and auditions. Wish me luck with my crazy life!

                                                                   ~The Blogging Fangirl

Back To School

So, I started back at school today. It was a good first day, apart from the slight headache I've had. I hardly got any sleep last night and I had to wake up early this morning, so it was pretty hard for me. But it was a good day, my new teachers are all great, and I can't wait to see how this year goes. I still need to figure out when I'm going to go to my locker throughout the day to switch books, but I'll figure it all out as I go and see what works best. There's still a few things that I need to find for class and I need to go shopping for supplies, but everything's going well. Again, sorry when my posts don't come as often and I skip a few days. This weekend, you won't hear anything from me. But thanks for reading!

                                                                        ~The Blogging Fangirl

Big Day.....

So........I have to go back to school tomorrow. There's a lot of things I'm looking forward to and I'm really excited about it, but I also don't want to go back to school. The work, the tests, the schedule. But the thing I really hate is that I won't be able to rp or post on my blog as much as I have been. So, starting tomorrow, my blog posts will start to decrease. I'll try to post every day like I have been, but I might miss a few days here and there and the posts may be shorter. I appreciate all of you understanding this. I am really, really sorry about it all, but I'll try to keep posting as often as I can. So, wish me luck tomorrow! 

                                                             ~The Blogging Fangirl

Fanfic

Just thought I'd share another fanfic with you. I've been reading this and, while I haven't finished it, I've really been enjoying it. It has Alpha!Sherlock and Omega!John, along with so many kinks. I'll warn you, there's a lot of sex in it. But it's really enjoyable, even if you skip over the parts with sex. So, here's a link to it and I hope you enjoy!

The Baker Street Dozen: http://archiveofourown.org/works/991717/chapters/1957830


                                                                        ~The Blogging Fangirl

UTI (Sorry!)

This isn't a very comfortable topic, really, but I feel like I need to talk about it with someone. It's likely that I have a UTI. I really don't want to go see a doctor for it, even though I know I really should. I've been looking into a lot of different home remedies and we're going to try some. I've tried eliminating soda from my diet and I've eaten just blueberries today and it's actually helped a lot. We're going to try cranberry juice and D-Mannose. But I was wondering if any of you had any other ideas of what I could do to help this. There's no blood, just a little burning/pain. Any ideas? Thanks for all of your help and sorry if I grossed you out!

                                                                        ~The Blogging Fangirl

Fanart

I thought we could all use a bit of a break from my rants and regular posts to just enjoy some cool fanart. Enjoy! :)

 

                                                                 ~The Blogging Fangirl

School, UGH!

I know I've posted a few things about school and everyone is probably tired of being reminded of it, but I just can't believe that I'm headed back to school this Friday! I just can't wrap my head around it. I mean, in my mind, it's still late June/early July. I'd like to stay there forever. I'd be able to do whatever I wanted. I could sit on the computer and rp all day. I'd be able to take jobs during the day babysitting, petsitting, housesitting, and house cleaning. I wouldn't have to worry about homework or tests or projects. I'd be free to do whatever I wanted and just be happy. I could see my friends outside of school. I could sleep in until noon and go to bed at  2:30 in the morning. I'll miss all of this. Of course, there will be things that I'll like about going back. But I can't help focusing on the things that I'll miss.

                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Fanfic Recommendations

I figured I'd share some of my favorite BBC Sherlock fanfictions with all of you. There are multiple pairings and I'll try to post some suggestions for every ship, but I may miss a few. Sorry if I do!

Johnlock

• http://archiveofourown.org/works/210785
• http://archiveofourown.org/works/225563/chapters/341590

Parent!lock:

• http://archiveofourown.org/works/888198/chapters/1712635
• http://archiveofourown.org/works/1173744/chapters/2391066

Sherlolly

• http://archiveofourown.org/works/1491493
• http://archiveofourown.org/works/1211302/chapters/2476840

Uni!lock &Parent!lock:

 

• http://archiveofourown.org/works/1438669/chapters/3025900

 

Jimlock/Sheriarty

 

• http://archiveofourown.org/works/1958835/chapters/4236768
• http://archiveofourown.org/works/1947216
• http://archiveofourown.org/works/1371568/chapters/2868337

Mystrade

 

Teen!lock: http://archiveofourown.org/works/2013720

 

• http://archiveofourown.org/works/950744

Mormor

 

• http://archiveofourown.org/works/697279/chapters/1283193
• http://archiveofourown.org/works/871472/chapters/1673747
• http://archiveofourown.org/works/384470

Omega!lock, Parent!lock, and Mpreg: http://archiveofourown.org/works/932113

 

                                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl

 

Quotes To Live By

I just wanted to share a few quotes with all of you that I think are wonderful quotes to live your life by.

                                                  ~The Blogging Fangirl

Questions

I've been asking myself a lot of questions lately and not all of them have been about me. Some of my questions have been:

• Who decided that we needed different types of money for different countries?
• Why did we stop trading and start using money?
• When did we turn into the types of people we are today? Where a lot of people are obnoxious, rude, and judgemental? 

And then there were the random questions that just popped into my head.

• Are we ever going to get back the tails that we used to have?
• Will we have wings one day too?
• Why aren't I a cat? Why couldn't my parents be cats?

And that is what goes on inside my head at various points throughout the day. If any of you have answers to these questions or questions of your own, please feel free to post them in the comments. Thanks! :) <3

                                                                   ~The Blogging Fangirl

Responsibility, Homework, School, Life, UGH!

I'm ready to go back to school, but at the same time I don't want to go back. There's a lot of things I miss and my school definitely feels like a second home to me. But I won't be able to do what I do at home. Plus, there's the homework. If I didn't have to do that, I think I'd be willing to go back. But that's not possible. I'm aware that I need to do homework and learn everything I can. I know that. Doesn't mean I have to like it. Besides that, there's the responsibility I have when I go to school and outside of school. I've found myself, especially today, thinking about how nice it would be to have the privileges of, say, a 21-year-old with the responsibilities of a 2-year-old. I feel like that would be the perfect mixture. I wouldn't have to worry about money, or college, or jobs, or anything. Everything would b taken care of for me. But I'd be able to drink, spend money, drive, and do various other things. I could be happy unconditionally and be able to do things like I listed before. But, again, it's not possible. Oh well. I'll have to make do with what I can do. I'm sure I can do something good with everything I've been given. I'll find a purpose and do my best to fulfill it. 

                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

School and Life

I am so not ready to go back to school. Don't get me wrong, I love my school, and seeing my friends, and even the teachers. But I'm really going to miss the long, summer days where I could laze around and do whatever I want. I can't update my blog in the middle of the day while I'm in school. I can't rp on omegle or through my email. I can't cuddle with my two kitties or my dog. I can't watch t.v. I can't go online unless it's school related. But I know I've got it good, so I suppose it's all right. After all, I'll get to see my friends again and be with them all day. I have plenty of fun classes this year too, so hopefully that'll make it easier. Creative Writing, yay! :) So hopefully this school year will be nice and I won't have too much to complain about. And I hope all of you have a wonderful school year as well. Have fun, enjoy life, and don't wish away your childhood too soon. Because once it's gone, it's gone. You can't go back, no matter how hard you try. I learned that. I always imagined my future, as a teenager and an adult. Never did I imagine going through what I have. I kept wishing to grow up and now that I am, I want nothing more than to go back. But I can only go forward. It's the only direction we've been given for life itself. So anyway, let's end on a high note. Enjoy your school year and make the most of it! Love you all. :) <3

                                                                  ~The Blogging Fangirl

As Promised

An update on the convention I went to over the weekend. So sorry I couldn't get back to you all sooner, but I wasn't able to get to a computer. I had a fantastic time at the convention. 13 people recognized me as Gamora, 3 took pictures, and I ran into some friends of mine as well. There supposedly was a fem Star Lord there too, but I didn't see her. A little boy mistook me for a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle, but it was adorable so I didn't mind. It took a while to find the vendor hall, even though it should've been fairly simple. But, all in all, it was wonderful and I definitely plan on going back next year. It wasn't as crowded as it was last year, which was good. I also forgot to bring flats, so I was walking around in heels the entire time. Never doing that again. My calves and thighs are still sore from that. But I did get to have a lot of fun. I also got a necklace, a Harley Quinn drawing, a 10th Doctor (David Tennant) drawing, and a Guardians of the Galaxy poster. All in all, a great time. 

                                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl

Cosplay Saturday

So excited to be cosplaying tomorrow! I can't wait to get to spend some time with friends and see all sorts of other cosplayers and just have fun. And, of course, getting ideas for cosplays for next year. Any ideas from you all? I'd love to hear them. Anyway, just thought I'd share my excitement with all of you. I'll be dressing up, outfit, green skin, and all, tomorrow and I'll let everyone know how it was as soon as I can. You won't be hearing from me right after I get home, but I'll update you as soon as possible. Love all of you!

                                        ~The Blogging Fangirl