Bad Mood Day

So, I'm just in a bad mood today. I've zoned out a lot and I just don't want to deal with anyone. I'm extremely irritable and it's like I'm constantly on my period. I don't know if I'm close to starting my period or what, but I've been getting little cramps, I'm nauseous, and my head hurts. This has been happening a lot recently. I think it may be part of a Manic Mood, which has to do with Bipolar Disorder. I haven't been tested, but I still think I may be bipolar. I'll try to let you all know when I find out.
                                                                   ~The Blogging Fangirl

Depression And Bipolar Disorder I

I got to see my significant other today. Have any of you ever dealt with someone with depression? Maybe someone who's bipolar? Because my significant other may have depression and I think I'm bipolar. But I'm not sure about either. It's more of a self-diagnosis. He/she has no self-esteem and doesn't believe any compliment he/she gets. I have periods where I'm extremely child-like and happy, maybe overexcited. Then I get into periods where I'm extremely depressed. I think of death and suicide, I lose all emotion, and I just want to die then and there. I don't think I have a future. I think I have Bipolar Disorder I, meaning I experience Manic Periods (extreme highs, happy moods, iggly, fun) and Depressed Periods (extreme lows, suicidal, etc). Any opinions?
                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl

Powerpoint And Midterms

Not much happened today. Sorry, but my life's not very eventful. I thought I was going to have to present my powerpoint in World Civ today, but I didn't. I'll be one of the first to present on Monday though. I have midterms coming up too, so that'll be fun. Not. But at least if I get an A, I'm exempt from the exam. I was in second honors first quarter, so I only had two B's. I just hope I don't have to take most of them. Hopefully I'll do well in most of my classes at least.
                                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl

Short Story

I finished my short story last night around midnight, which proved for a rather dark ending sentence. Everything was wrapped up nicely though, and I've turned it in. I got a little lazy in the end and didn't put in as much detail for some of it towards the end, but I hope it's okay. We'll be reviewing our stories with peers tomorrow, so I'm interested to see what people have to say about it. It's a darker story than what I usually write, and more gruesome, so I'm sure it'll shock some people. We'll see what happens tomorrow.
                                                           ~The Blogging Fangirl

Feminism

I got to hear a really interesting speaker today. She told my class about Josephine, Napoleon's wife. She was really interesting and she had a larger role than a lot of people realize. But that's the thing about history. Hardly any women are ever mentioned. In my opinion, the Bible and history books are books written by men, about men. They hardly ever mention what the women did for history. We hardly get any recognition. But it's getting better, so we'll see where we go from there. It's really interesting to learn about the people who work behind the scenes with major historical events. Maybe I'll be one someday.
                                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl

Short Story And Reading

I've been working on my short story a lot recently and I think it's really starting to come together. I haven't even gotten half way through yet! But I'm loving it. Today was a good day because I got a great grade on my English project and I hardly have any homework! Just reading. It's A Tale of Two Cities though. And My Sister's Keeper. The second one is actually really good, it's just a lot of reading. But the Charles Dickens book is hard to read. It's complicated and confusing. I'm sure I'll figure it out though.
                                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl

Projects Due And In Progress

Today was fairly uneventful. The rain caused a few teachers and students to be late getting to school though. I got a free period at the beginning of the day because my teacher wasn't there until the last five minutes of class. We'll start our presentations tomorrow, since we didn't get to start today. So I need to be ready towards the end of the week. I'm number nineteen, so I won't be presenting for a while. But my powerpoint is ready to be presented. I had to type up a project for English too, which I finished early too. I didn't finish my short story though, but I've progressing pretty well. I'm getting more descriptive with it though, which is good. Hopefully it keeps getting better.
                                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl