Lost Hedgehog

My hedgehog died last Friday. I posted about 9/11 and, while I didn't lose anyone that day, I lost my pet on its anniversary. I just hope that, wherever he is, he's making people as happy as he made me when he was alive. I miss him dearly. But I think I've just numbed the pain inside because I don't want to get depressed. I want to be better. But I feel like I can't if I get so upset. So I've numbed it without meaning to.
                                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl