~The Blogging Fangirl
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
Monday, September 28, 2015
Sunday, September 27, 2015
Saturday, September 26, 2015
Friday, September 25, 2015
Mom's Birthday
Sorry I didn't post sooner today. I've been in a bit of pain and I've been busy with a lot. My mom's birthday was today, so we were celebrating. But I'm also sore because my step dad and I were in a car wreck a couple of days ago. Everyone is fine, though my step dad has some pain. I'm just sore. I hope my legs feel better soon.
~The Blogging Fangirl
~The Blogging Fangirl
Thursday, September 24, 2015
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Monday, September 21, 2015
Sunday, September 20, 2015
Saturday, September 19, 2015
Friday, September 18, 2015
Thursday, September 17, 2015
Hate My Dad
I hate my dad. He's been such an asshole all my life and still expects me to respect and love him. I can't stand being around him and he doesn't understand it. I don't know how he can miss something like this. He's been so awful to me half the time and I can't stand having to spend even a small amount of time with him. I wish I could cut off all ties with him and just forget he's even a part of me. If I could, I would rip his half of my DNA out of myself and throw it away. I want nothing to do with him.
~The Blogging Fangirl
~The Blogging Fangirl
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
Tuesday, September 15, 2015
Monday, September 14, 2015
Lost Hedgehog
My hedgehog died last Friday. I posted about 9/11 and, while I didn't lose anyone that day, I lost my pet on its anniversary. I just hope that, wherever he is, he's making people as happy as he made me when he was alive. I miss him dearly. But I think I've just numbed the pain inside because I don't want to get depressed. I want to be better. But I feel like I can't if I get so upset. So I've numbed it without meaning to.
~The Blogging Fangirl
~The Blogging Fangirl
Sunday, September 13, 2015
Saturday, September 12, 2015
Friday, September 11, 2015
Thursday, September 10, 2015
God Doesn't Hate Anyone
I have a subscriber on my Youtube channel! However, I also had someone comment on my video that it wasn't true and was lying to everyone. So let me tell you all something. I do not believe that God condemns homosexuality. Just because some Church officials have and claim God does, does not make it true. Church officials are not God. They do not know how He thinks or feels. They cannot tell us His behavior.
~The Blogging Fangirl
~The Blogging Fangirl
Wednesday, September 9, 2015
Tuesday, September 8, 2015
Halloween Plans
I have a theology teacher who's really against gay marriage and just homophobic in general. So my entire lunch table decided that for Halloween, we're going to dress in as many different ways as possible to piss her off. We're going to be flamboyantly gay. I'll be an LGBT rights activist. My friend will be a drag queen. Another is being a gay cat. And we have even more. It's perfect.
~The Blogging Fangirl
~The Blogging Fangirl
Monday, September 7, 2015
Make It All Disappear
I don't want to go back to school. I have way too much to think about there. I just want to rest, like I have been. But when I get back, I have to worry about projects, tests, quizzes, and everything. And therapy, meetings, rehearsals. It's all a bit much. But hopefully I can balance things. It's all stressing me out a bit though. I hate all of this. I just wish that I could make it all disappear.
~The Blogging Fangirl
~The Blogging Fangirl
Sunday, September 6, 2015
Worldfest and Two More Videos
We have two more videos uploaded to our channel! I'm so proud of them. But I'm exhausted from everything that I've had to work on this weekend. At least I have tomorrow to relax. But in all honesty, I'm probably going to be working on more videos. I did go to Worldfest today though. It was really hot though.
~The Blogging Fangirl
Saturday, September 5, 2015
Friday, September 4, 2015
Thursday, September 3, 2015
So Done With Him
I am so frustrated with my father right now. I don't want to see him again. He's only made things worse for me, especially in terms of my depression.
First, he and my stepmother had someone from her work pick me and my stepsisters up from school a few days ago. And when I asked her to take me to my grandma's house, she didn't seem to mind. She said it was no problem and I thanked her. He says it was out of her way and I shouldn't do it again.
Second, he wants us to start riding the bus more often, when he or my stepmother can't pick us up. He's decided that it would be good for us and make things easier.
I'm just incredibly frustrated because he seems to think that it's too 'out of the way' to take me to my grandma's house instead of his apartment, and he just doesn't want to take responsibility and drive me anywhere. He never does. He hates taking me anywhere and is constantly complaining about it. Then he complains that I don't spend enough time with him. I am so done with him.
~The Blogging Fangirl
First, he and my stepmother had someone from her work pick me and my stepsisters up from school a few days ago. And when I asked her to take me to my grandma's house, she didn't seem to mind. She said it was no problem and I thanked her. He says it was out of her way and I shouldn't do it again.
Second, he wants us to start riding the bus more often, when he or my stepmother can't pick us up. He's decided that it would be good for us and make things easier.
I'm just incredibly frustrated because he seems to think that it's too 'out of the way' to take me to my grandma's house instead of his apartment, and he just doesn't want to take responsibility and drive me anywhere. He never does. He hates taking me anywhere and is constantly complaining about it. Then he complains that I don't spend enough time with him. I am so done with him.
~The Blogging Fangirl
Wednesday, September 2, 2015
Tuesday, September 1, 2015
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