Happy Halloween! (And A Costume Update)

As the title says, happy Halloween, everyone! What did you all dress up as? I was a fem!Jack Skellington, from Nightmare Before Christmas. Hardly anyone knew who I was, but it was fun. I got some candy and enjoyed my day.

I got to see my costume today too, for the play. It's going to be extremely awkward though, because I have to hold something for my costume while I dance. It won't work. I have to use both of my hands for my dances. I don't know what the director expects me to do about that.
                                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl

Spinning Table And Halloween

Rehearsal again tonight, yay! (So much sarcasm.....) I had to stay until 6:30 tonight, but it wasn't so bad. We ran a fun scene and we didn't have too many notes from the director and the choreographer. The orchestra messed up, which messed us up, but they're just starting to practice. The director said she wanted me and another actor to spin our prop table. There's a small problem with that though. The table is heavy. Not to mention there's a large teenager standing on it while we're suppose to spin it. We tried, but it didn't work.

Anyway, tomorrow is Halloween. I'll be sure to let you all know what I am when I get to blog.
                                                                  ~The Blogging Fangirl

Rehearsal And Great Britain Trip

More rehearsal today. I'm getting really tired, both physically and emotionally. At least it gives me time to finish my homework while I'm not on stage. But it also means I don't have as much time here to talk to you all and rp with others.

In other news, I'm considering taking a school trip in a couple of years to Great Britain. We'd be going to Ireland, Scotland, and England. I'd get to have a free day in Scotland and a free day in London, which really excites me. Hopefully I'll get to go.
                                                                  ~The Blogging Fangirl

More Rehearsal And Losing My Sanity

Rehearsal again today. I've run the same songs and dance numbers repeatedly for the past three hours and I've really had enough. But I can't quit because next week is tech week, So, even though I'm exhausted and I really just want to quit life and sleep, I have to get all of my work done so I can pass my classes and perform soon. Wish me luck keeping my sanity this month.
                                                                 ~The Blogging Fangirl

Long Rehearsals

I'm going insane with all of these long rehearsals! I'm exhausted, my throat is sore, I have a cough, and I'm getting really tired of hearing the same songs and lines over and over. Not to mention that the choreography isn't looking much better than it did on day one with one of our songs. It's getting frustrating, but then again it's almost tech week, the worst time of all. It's awful, but it'll be worth it in the end. I hope.
                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

A Misunderstanding And Back Home

Home again, home again. I love being back. I've never particularly liked being at my dad's apartment and I hated it even more this time. There was a huge misunderstanding that ended with me upset and crying and my stepsister grounded for an indefinite amount of time. She was pretty pissed at me for a while, but things mellowed. My dad gave me a speech about how I should've gone to him before telling my mom and then it would've gotten cleared up. I made it clear to him that I'm going to tell my mom first if there's anything being said about her. I think she has the right to know first, since it's about her. Then we can all work on getting things cleared up. But that's what I believe and he'll just have to deal with it.
                                                                 ~The Blogging Fangirl

Rehearsals

Rehearsal was actually pretty fun today. I got to work on the battle scene, so I ran across stage a lot. I get to chase villagers, so that'll be fun. Unfortunately, there's also an added rehearsal on Monday that I need to be at. I may only stay until 5:30 though, so I'll get to leave before it gets too late. I hate having to stay so late. I wish we could work during the day, but I have school. Oh well. I'll just have to take what I can get and work on the performance as much as I can.
                                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl

Back To Rehearsal

Back to rehearsal for me tomorrow. I've got to work on a scene where I may possibly be carried across stage. We'll see. I have to be there until 5:30 though, which I don't really like. But it's all right. Because during tech week, I have times when I'll be there until 9:30. I hate it, but that's the way it is. A three and a half hour rehearsal. I just hope all goes well with it.
                                                                      ~The Blogging Fangirl

A Challenge To My Readers (Changing The World)

After watching a newer episode of "Girl Meets World", I've been inspired. And I've created a challenge for myself and for everyone else.

 

Challenge:

Own your flaws. We all have them. Often times, when we recognize our flaws in others, we lash out and bully them, hiding the same flaw in ourselves. Rather than hide it, own it. Show it.

 

I dare all of you who read this to write 'I AM ________.' on a Post-It note or a piece of paper. Fill in the blank with a flaw of yours. Any one you chose. Wear that for the rest of the day where everyone can see it. Keep it on and let everyone see your flaw. And pass it on! Tell everyone about this challenge and let it spread until people everywhere are showing their flaws to the world, bearing themselves to others.

 

You have your job. Let's get out there and change the world!

                                                                      ~The Blogging Fangirl

UTI 2, Significant Other Trouble, And Rehearsal Tomorrow

So, the UTI is getting better. Still not quite gone, but getting there. My significant other made a jealous comment at lunch and I feel like I'm ignoring him/her. The way he/she said it, it sounded like I was completely cutting him/her out of the conversation. But really he/she is just a soft speaker. It wasn't that I cut him/her out. I just couldn't hear him/her. I apologized and I think he/she feels better now. In other news, I go back to rehearsal tomorrow! I'm not ready now, but I will be after some rest. I hope so anyway!
                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Ready Or Not?

I'm definitely not ready to go back to school tomorrow. I've been enjoying my time off and extra sleep and I don't want to have to return to my normal schedule again. Not to mention the past few days when I didn't have rehearsal. It's been wonderful to get a break. I suppose I'm partially ready to head back though. I look forward to the dancing and singing in rehearsal. Though by the time I actually have play practice, I'll probably be posting about how much I don't want to go. But right now, I think I'm ready.
                                                                ~The Blogging Fangirl

My Extra Day Off And My Annoying Sister

So, while my siblings are returning to school tomorrow, I still have one more day off! Not to mention my older sister is away for two weeks, so I'll have the house to myself tomorrow. I still have plenty I have to do, but it's nice not to have to deal with her. She's not exactly the most delightful person to be around. Especially now. It's like she's constantly on her period. She complains at the smallest things and her moods are constantly changing. It's ridiculous! I'm getting really tired of dealing with her and I really wish she'd just move out. She's great sometimes, but I don't want to put up with her anymore.
                                                             ~The Blogging Fangirl

Another UTI, UGH!

Fun, fun news. I seem to have another UTI, which I discovered today. However, I thankfully seem to have caught this one early, so I can stop it a bit more quickly. I still have my cranberry supplements, which I took when I first discovered my 2nd UTI this afternoon. Hopefully it will be gone soon. I really don't want to have to deal with it while I've got play rehearsal to deal with. But I know what to do and hopefully it will all work out so I can get rid of this. Wish me luck!
                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

Found Ring, Lost Case

For those of you who are wondering, I do have my promise ring again. I have it on as we speak. It's gorgeous and I love it. But now I can't seem to find the cover for my kindle case. It's not anything major and I can live without it. But it worries me not to have it. I worry that the screen on my kindle fire will break without it. I just hope I find it soon. I hate not having it. I have to clean my bedroom tomorrow though, so hopefully I will find it then.
                                                                      ~The Blogging Fangirl

Lost Promise Ring

I'm really nervous right now because I can't remember exactly where I put my promise ring. I forgot to put it on before I left the house and I need to remember where exactly it is so I know I didn't lose it. I'd hate to have lost something that means so much to me. And I know it would make my significant other feel bad and like I don't want it. I don't want to make him/her feel bad and I don't want to have lost it. I really hope I find it when I get home tonight.
                                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl

Rehearsal, Masturbation, And Fall Break

Not much of an update this time. I'm just taking a break for about another hour or so until I have to go back to school for play practice. I have no idea what exactly we'll be going over, but I know it's the entire cast that'll be there today. Hopefully it goes well. In other news, (And THIS PART IS PERSONAL, so if you don't want to read it, skip over it) I've discovered this part of me that feels amazing when it's touched. Yes, I'm talking about masturbation. Sorry I'm late getting on that train, but I'm here now. It felt so good. I learned I can take two fingers right now and three up the the first knuckle. I found places that make me feel amazing too. But I also learned that most women can't orgasm from just sex. I don't feel so bad now. We'll see how it goes later on. (END OF PRIVATE INFO) So, other than that, it's really just play practice and fall break for the next week. I'll definitely enjoy the time off. And I hope you all enjoy whatever you're doing for this next week.
                                                                 ~The Blogging Fangirl

Good Day And Fall Break

Today was actually pretty nice. I had a field trip and had fun, even though it rained and my shoes and socks got wet. I'm more relaxed now that most of my projects are finished. I still have plenty to do, but it's less now. Tomorrow I have testing day, get out of school early, then return for rehearsal. On the bright(er) side, I have the day off until Monday. I also have rehearsal on Thursday, but I still get a bit of a break. I'm really looking forward to it.
                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

More Relaxed Now

Today actually wasn't that bad. I was a bit miffed for most of it, just not happy about the mandatory rehearsal I had to be at afterwards. Not to mention the test I had to take today. But I got a free period to get my project done for contemporary literature in English, so I printed it out. It's ready to go and that's one thing I can check off my list. I still need to get my costume ready and work on my dancing for the play. But I feel a lot more relaxed now that I've gotten most of my things finished.
                                                                ~The Blogging Fangirl

Is My Omegle Gmail Account Showing?

I'm kind of panicking right now because I don't know if my mom's laptop will show my omegle gmail account. I know I removed it when I logged out before I left. But I restarted the computer, so I don't know if it will show it or not. I don't think it will, but I really don't want to take that chance. I'm not at home at the moment, though other people are, so I can't check and see if it shows. I'm pretty sure it won't and hope it doesn't. I'll check when I get home to see if it's up or not. She doesn't usually use gmail, so it shouldn't show.
                                                                  ~The Blogging Fangirl

Promise Ring And Poem

I have a promise ring! :) You have no idea how happy I am right now. I've gotten to see my significant other and he/she (won't tell you which ;) ) gave me a promise ring and a poem. I am so unbelievably happy. After kissing and walking together and him/her giving me my gifts, I came home with a clear head and light heart. And now I'm starting to be grounded again. I've started thinking about everything I have to do this weekend and figuring out when I'll have time to actually do it. Let's try to keep me happy for a bit longer! :)
                                                                      ~The Blogging Fangirl

So Much To Do

I have too much stuff to do! I have projects, and homework, and schoolwork, and rehearsals. It's driving me insane! Not to mention that I need Microsoft Publisher to work on one of my projects and I don't have that at home. I can technically still work on it, but I can't really put it all together until I get to school. Even then, I don't really have time to work on it much. I just hope I can get it all done before the due date so I don't have to worry so much. The director keeps adding in late mandatory rehearsals too and she insists we not schedule anything else besides school so we have time to rehearse. I have better things to do than that! I have school things and those come first. So wish me luck with all of this. And if any of you know of a good website to get a free trial of Microsoft Publisher, please leave a link in the comments. It would be a great help to me. Thanks so much.
                                                                        ~The Blogging Fangirl

Theatre Rehearsal Problems

I hate this!!!!!! So many of us are considering quitting the play, it's unbelievable. We're expected to do Broadway moves when we're not even in college. The director said I'd only need to be there today until 4:30 pm and asked while we were rehearsing if she'd have everyone there until 5:30 pm. I left around 5 pm. I had to go home and eat dinner, regardless of the play. I know I need to put in a lot of work so this can look good, but I can't stay like that all the time. Especially when my ride is waiting. I need to go home and eat dinner. She also asked if we could come back tomorrow. I have a project I need to work on, so I'm doing that. I'll see everyone again on Monday and we can go over things then. I'm not going to be there tomorrow. So, anyway, thanks for letting me vent.
                                                                                                         ~The Blogging Fangirl

Headache And More Rehearsals

My head hurts!!! I just recently got home from rehearsal where I needed to take in all of the new dance steps and positions. She (the director) also added in two more rehearsals for me: one tomorrow and one on Monday. I need to be fitted for a costume tomorrow too, first thing. Wish me luck juggling everything!
                                                                      ~The Blogging Fangirl

Learning Music

So, I found out today that I have to have a song memorized by tomorrow for the play. It's the largest, longest number in the entire performance and it has four part harmony in it. I hate having to learn all of this music so quickly! It seems like we're moving too fast, but it makes sense when I look at the calendar and see how little time we have left before we put on our shows. I just hope we can make it. 
                                                                       ~The Blogging Fangirl

One Scene Play

My one scene play is about to drive me insane. I'm trying to meet my word limit of at least 800 words. But with my basic plot, it's hard to have a lot of dialogue. I don't know if my teacher that I have to write this for will count dialogue and the 'setting the scene' paragraph or if only dialogue will count for my 800-1200 words. I've asked and am currently waiting for a reply. We shall see.....
                                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl

Cold And Ready For Rehearsal

I'm cold again! And sadly, it's the end of the weekend. :( But I get to start learning one of the dances for the play this Wednesday, which I'm looking forward to. I'm sure I'll be complaining later on about not wanting to go and being too tired, but I really am looking forward to it. Not to mention that I have fall break the week after. I'll have a fieldtrip, then 11:30 dismissal, then two days off, then the weekend. I can't wait!
                                                                ~The Blogging Fangirl

Freezing And Character Shoes

I'm so cold!!!!! It just got cold today here and I'm freezing! But it's supposed to warm up again soon, so I'll feel better. In other news, I got my character shoes for the play today! I'm so excited! They fit wonderfully and I can't wait to try them out on stage! It's going to be amazing! Next week, we start learning dances for two songs. I'm really excited for this. It's a huge number and I'm kind of nervous about it too, but I can't wait!
                                                                                                    ~The Blogging Fangirl

Stomach Pains

Sorry I didn't update sooner, but this will have to be short. I'm exhausted. Besides that, my stomach has been bothering me all day and I feel sort of like I'm going to throw up. Wish me luck though. I'm hoping that it will go away after I've slept some. It could be a number of things. We'll just have to wait and see.
                                                                     ~The Blogging Fangirl

Illness And Allergies

I hate being sick. And having allergies. Both are awful. Both have horrible symptoms and both are annoying to deal with. Right now, I'm sniffling and my head hurts. Not to mention that if I get too cold, my entire body gets really sore. I hate it. I just hope the headache will fade overnight so I don't have to deal with it tomorrow as well. And I really hope that I'm feeling much better by the time I have to get back to play rehearsals. I have to learn a dance next week and a song and I can't do that to the best of my abilities if I'm not feeling 100%. Hope I get better soon!
                                                                  ~The Blogging Fangirl

Play Rehearsal, Sore Throat, And New Parts

My throat is still sore. :( But I made it through play rehearsal without much trouble. I wasn't as loud as I normally could've been, but I was sick so.......yeah. I also learned that I'm going to be part of the longest song in the entire play. More to memorize, yay! :( But at least the director has enough faith in me to let me sing that huge song. I won't have a solo in it, so that'll be good. At least, I don't think I will. And it also means I don't have to learn another hard song. So, some good, some bad. As always.
                                                               ~The Blogging Fangirl